In case anyone really cares... I've been drawn to the myspace. If anyone has it and wants to add me, the email address (which I don't use for email) is rolockirador@hotmail.com

So uh... yeah. The city is finally starting to appeal more to me. Today was a beautiful day with a warm breeze and a shining sun. Everyone was outside enjoying the weather, going about their business in a way I never quite saw until now. I don't know what it was, but there was a sense of peace all about it. Everyone seemed friendly to one another... it made me smile. And smiling is something I have not done much of at all since I came here. It felt good. :)

I miss everyone. If anyone asks about me, give them my phone number. (774) 217-2533. :) It's a verizon cell... my brother's. Peace, everyone!

-Chris

Spent this past weekend in Hartford at a regional Young Single Adult activity. Since there's only one person that comes to my site that knows who that is, I'll explain. People in my church ages 18-30. There ya go. lol. Anyway, there were people from as far north as maine and as far south as staten island there. It wasn't a whole big amount of fun... the hotel bed was comfier than my bed, believe it or not, but that was about it. I met a girl there who is mildly attractive and seems really cool. The dance i was at got boring, so I sat down to watch the idiots try to dance, and she comes over and is like "this music sucks, huh?" So we hung out for about an hour and a half, exchanged phone numbers, and went home. *shrug* So far that's the best I've got as far as girls are concerned. lol! Which is okay I guess because I don't really have the time for a girlfriend, but that's beside the point.

Anyway, I was just throwing a quick post before I went to work. The bus is gonna be in town in about 20 minutes, so I guess I'll leave a few comments on other sites and then go.

So this week was kind of hectic at work. Up here in massachusetts they have this "winter break" thing... I don't quite understand why, but it's the same as spring break, but in february. So all the kids were out of school and making a mess of my movie theater. I've never seen anything as messy as Curious George after a full house of midgets lets out. It was like a tornado of icees and popcorn let loose on the place. *shudder*

On a different note, I'm very lonely... I was depressed again the other night, to a level I haven't been since I was in ninth grade. To the point where I wanted to give up and go back to elkton, where I actually have a few people to hang out with. Not that very many have made any effort whatsoever to keep in touch with me. I get access to the phone very rarely, so each time I do, I call someone different. I have to pick and choose who I haven't talked to lately. I'm going to try and get a week off in May or June to go down for a visit. Life really sucks right now, but... I dunno. I guess it's just going to take a lot of time. My brother's friends invited me in, and that made me happy, but I don't feel quite right with them. He's dating one of them, and the others are... well, they're nothing like all of you. I just need someone new to be friends with, to hang out with. Wish me luck... it could be a while.